yea...prelims over.Lemme tok abt the phys paper first.paper 1...i learnt my lesson and skipped whatever qn i din noe how to do so..but after the paper...i knew i had fallen into many traps set up by the cunning teachers.esp the op amp qn...i tried the first threee options and the third one satisfy but never wld i have tot that the voltage wouldn't match...oh well..and the last qn...i wrote D at first but i changed it...untill i confirm with Zhi Yuan again..i knew another two marks gone.Paper two..i spent the first 5 mins pondering over wat disadvantages could the potientiometer has...i noe i rmb readin that but i've completely forgotten..try to tink of some common sense ans but brain was not working.look at the second qn..i went huh???no values given and want me to prove tt z=0.4??later gt to noe from chewy tt we have to use the kinematics eqn...wtf...i wouldn't have tot of tt even if i have the notes with me den.so the rest of the paper was struggling to finish it...i tink i skipped two parts of the e field qn w/o even looking at the qns so tt i will have time to do the data analysis qn.but when i looked at it...i knew once again..i was finished!!!Worse still..i knew they wanted two values from the second graph and i so stupidlly went to cut the zero point...but i had no time to change and i cont with watever i was left with.
Finally can go home to take a rest.As usu...we walked to the interchange.but this time chewy and i din ran to catch the bus for we can now afford to wait for the next one to arrive.Suggested gg to cp for a walk and so we ended up walking for hours.Was inside the newly opened Watsons...very big with lotsa new goodies...hehe...we happen to walk pass the health corner and we chance upon the pregnancy kit...it cost 49 dollars..omg...it was so ex...some more not accurate de.Next was the popular and i finished flipping thru the whole book.jun yangs album was not on the chart anymore...sobz sobz.but outside sembawang store had a big big poster of jun yang..love it man.Went to eat laksa...with lotsa tau pok inside chewy's bowl and lotsa hums inside mine...we exchanged our ingredients...hehe..next tym we shall have mee siam with no hums instead.
I din sleep when i gt home but went online instead.I can tell you...this could be the happiest moment of my life such that i'm willing to forgo everything just to read this message.
From:
Ande
Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("9/16/2006 5:27 AM","timetag1","SG");
Saturday, 16 September, 2006 8:27 PM
Subject:
hello
Message:
Hi Yiyuan, what a surprise! nice of you to remember me after 5 yrs?How have you been? I still remember you as the little girl in sec 1 back in 2001 and now you are in JC already. Time really flies.. I seldom use friendster, you can mail me @ xxxxx@singnet.com.sg or my mobile xxxxxxxx. Take care alright!RegardsAnde
Did u all see that...although i took the initiative to add him first...he send me a msg thru friendster acct first.I had wanted to send him a msg today as i've told chewy ytd but now..he have already done it first.No one is able to understand how i feel at this point of time...i knew i was overjoyed but at the same time i was afraid...i just had this feeling somehow tt i will not be able to connect with him again.I'm scared.And while i'm typing this now...my eyes is filled with tears once again.
I saw tt he oso added Wan Ting recently and so i sms wan ting and she told me that it was she who added him beacuse Ande thru me have oso gone to view her profile.And and they were going to meet him for dinner later today.I felt devastated almost immediately...and for once..i regret adding him for i din wan him to get into contact with them again. I was the first to get to noe Ande in peicai and introduces wan ting and gang to him...i regretted it.But nevertheless...whats not to be done have been done...the damage have been made.
I sms-ed him
me:heya..yi yuan here..Glad to see ya msg after my last paper for prelims today..hehe.Heard that u gg to meet wan ting and gang for dinner later..have fun ya![i knew i did this juz to let him noe tt i've not been invited to go]
Ande:Hey u not coming?[i knew tt he wld ask me along]
me:I dunno abt it until i asked wan ting today..yup[i was trying to show him how i was being neglected by them]
Ande:Hey it ok.Are u free later?Just come down and meet !
me:Nah...after exams vey tired le..wanna go sleep.Pai seh ar..first time u ask me out den i dun wan go..u all next time got meet den inform me again ba :)
Ande:Alright.But u cannot turn me down e next time alright!
me:Yea...provided it's not near the A levels ya...Haha..it's a promise!
So we ended our "conversation" here.My birthday wish for the past four years was to meet up with him one more time..and now i finally have the chance and i actually rejected it..am i crazy?Do you all really tink tt it was because i was tired and want to go sleep and tts y i refused to go?In fact,i was frightened....i dunno what to say when i see him again.And i noe i din wan to meet him in this present state of mine...i knew the other three gals would have doll themselves up and dress up with skirts and nice blouses tgt with make- up...but i dun have skirts...neither do i noe how to put on make-up.One word...its inferiority.I hope he can sms me first the next tym round.
20/09/06
I was online the entire day....i din want to touch my notes for the time being...not even re arrange them.I got into friendster to add some more frens.Was chatting with wan ting in msn the whole day till 2 plus.She sent me the potos that they took with ande ytd and we exchanged potos of AJ(mr foo) and jun yang.I tried to ask her everything abt ytd w/o sounding too obvious.She told me Ande was getting married next year,tgt with her gf whom they have par tuo for threee years(i knew this would come) and he's now an asst manager.. into banking.Ande wanted to meet them at Serangoon Gardens and he drove them home.Cafe cartel.She oso told me tt he asked about me...haha...how i wish i could ans them myself. Him.....his car(looks similar to my dads car)...the three gals.
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