9/25/2006
Today is the last day i'm taking a break away from school...after the "long" break...been slacking long enuf.I'm not yet really to plug myself into the power point inside my room and leave myself to get charge up till the 1st oct.I cannot change the habit of "waiting till the last min to get things done"...i dun like to do so too...but it can't be help cus i'll be out with my frens the next few days to cheer myself up before i start to chiong in this 1 month and 17 days long race.
I dunno how stress up i'm gg to get...i may break down anytime...but i hope i dun...for one day of mental failure means few days of depression....who noes what will happen the next day rite?Or even during the exams period?Although this is not a good way...but i'm sure panodols will help and i'm preparing 24 tablets for it.
I've been looking at my frens blog and deres one common line i would see...dat is to score well for the upcoming A levels.Who doesn't want to score score well...but i oso seen cases of ppl who put in a certain amt of hard work but does not get the equal amt of success.I rmb writing an GP essay,qn..Hard work or talent?which is better?I took my stand towards the hard work side but deep down...i noe i dun agree and dun experience the same conclusion that i took for my stand.
I tink i shall just be realistic abt what i can achieve or not achieve...i'm not gg to set any targets for the A's for the higher your aim is...the greater the disappointment you will have.As my mum have always tell me...girl...just try your best!!!
I really pin all my hopes on my tutor to help me now...hope i can absorb watever she says from now till the A's.She's the only one i can rely on other than myself.
Going to meet up with jestyn and mabel tml for dinner...elton for movie on thurs(haha...he volunteered)....hope i can still have the mood to crap with them after checking of the papers in sch.
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