8/18/2006
Today is the last episode of 2530 de xing fu.Really really no more distractions for me le.Perhaps this is the last time that anyone of you should come and read what i've blog cuz i've decided to stop blogging after today untill the "A levels" is over.Maybe i will still come here and put up some notices on my progress but i tink that will not interst anyone of you le la...saves u time from visiting a dead blog as well.But sometimes if you have nothing to do...can come tag me and give me some encouraging words...so as to ensure that i can survive thru the prelims and A levels exams...i would really appreciate that alot.
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8/17/2006
22/07/06
Went to orchard after tuition to get some things done asap..but it seems that it had been a wasted trip. The trip to Orchard by train was arr..one word,frustrating.I was pacing around for abt 5 mins before I got to see the train arriving.Out of courteousy, I allowed others to get out of the train first before I make my way in. Usually I will do so and use my squeezing tactic to get into the train after that and have always succeeded until today. I couldn’t get into the train on time…I realize that one shouldn’t be overly bother about being courteous to others which the govt have been trying to promote and instill in us…otherwise we will loogee de…also especially when we are out of patience and rushing.
Saw Dasmond Koh and Quan Yi Fong having a pre-recording session on “Let’s shoot 2” at cp while going to grab my brunch and dinner combined at mac. He’s gg to be my new target…I assure u..hahaz.
23/07/06
Listening to radio1003 and got two songs rank no.13 and 14 by Jun Yang leh…damn cool la….see how popular his songs were among us,except for that chewy who die die oso dun wan download his songs…mayb she did?just that she didn’t want to let me noe bout’ it
24/07/06
Since when did i become Mr Tay's de "xiao mei mei"?Yup...He's back from re-service. What really surprised me was that he actually wrote me a letter(written in Chinese and den English and abit of jap) in response to my blog entries.The most recent ones.He could have actually email me or maybe talked to me personally ma…to avoid all the rumours that I’ve been hearing all ard me…especially by the royal family…asking me why he only write letter to you but not to us?I tried to explain but it was useless.You all must understand that it’s only because I’ve wrote what I felt in my blog and you all din…as simple as that lor.But ironically…I’m not really surprised as I know he’s always going to have some big actions after certain stuffs that I’ve written or shifu have written on our blog. Last tym got one “Cheng Xiong” and now Mr Tay. But as can be seen from one of my fren’s blog, he actually quoted out the first sentence of the letter and didn’t explain the rest…anyone else who didn’t know the rest of the content would have misinterpreted the msg that mr tay is trying to bring across.Okie….i must admit that I was not the first one who read or even opened the letter…it was by one of my classmates,in fact I was the fifth one.It was just passed down from a person’s hand to the next.Half of my classmates have read the letter and almost ¾ knew about it..including mrs tay because she saw us reading it.Actually after reading le got abit touched lor…cuz rarely got teachers that care de ma.But at the same time…I read le oso very confused and upset…it reminded me of my results again…3 months is not a very long period…if you include the prelims into it I went home and read the letter many times until I’ve almost memorize it le lor…still Im having mixed feelings now.And because of it…I’m having a terrible headache now.
NEL broke down and affected mainly four stations. Directly,it had brought inconvenience to my mum who have had a hair dyed according to her wish at Chinatown and have to return by bus-the long journey instead of the train.The breakdown affected many ppl and that’s why the issue about Singapore’s transportation system came about almost instantaneously. Haha…that’s only my view.
25/07/06
Saw a sec sch girl helping a blind man up the bus in the morning. I’m touched by her actions. I’ve been feeling weak all over since early in the morning. Walked slower than usual and didn’t have the energy to even sing the national anthem. Perhaps it was illness bein carried forward from ytd. Still thinking about the letter.it’s content.
Attended Maths remedial for the first time after the mid-years and the practice paper was tough for me…attendance is compulsory…tot I could escape after the first one.News report…someone had head-on collision with one of the poles outside NY today and going to have a bruise on her face tml.I guess only the three of us know who I am toking bout’…lolx.
27/07/06
Attended Chem lecture and went home.It was raining cats and dogs…phew…luckily the rain stopped after I board the bus.Saw Melissa at the bus stop and we took bus 83 home.I saw a not man-not woman person…with a guy’s feature and a woman’s figure.I told mel and we discussed. Conclusion, he/she is a ren yao…but one of the most perfect one…such as I couldn’t tell.
29/07/06
Went for GP tuition as per normal. Halfway during the lessons when we were suppose to do an outline,mr tong walked over and place his hp in front of me. I looked at him den took his phone and saw the msg that he typed on the phone Cannot rmb exactly the words as I just scanned thru it once,plus my mind was again in a confused state.It was something about him needing to see me more after the prelims cuz he said in his last sentence,”Sorry,but I just want to help”. I tink I gave him a helpless look and almost instantly,I “liu le liang hang de lei”as soon as he walked off. But I oso dried up my tears before he could see it.I ‘m not sure at that moment if I cried because I was touched for I know teachers are still caring for me despite my grades or that i feel that I’m really in a very bad state such that consoling words were needed.
30/07/06
Although one song was out of the ranking in radio 1003,the other song got to the top six…haha. improving. It can get better.
31/07/06
Sms-ed Mr tay to ask him for consultation…dunno if he really could help me much but at least I tried. Should I thank him for giving me consultation despite being him busy preparing for his FIRST lecture in nyjc on op-amp?The biggest LT in ny,LT4.His lecture I would say was not a very “tao ren xi huan de lor”.We all know how he is like while having tutorials or even after tutorials.Some more still say he got put wrong ans in the slides or notes. But he seems nervous though.
Finally ate Mix in a bowl after hearing about the kuroach(cockroach) incident.
A very funny thing happened today.I had actually wanted to call out for chewy to look at her idol Sashimi.But instead…I called out Sashimi..luckily she didn’t turn back and continued packing her bag.
05/08/06
Went to take the GP practice paper in lt1 today. Actually there’s quite a no.of ppl whom I didn’t expect were also into this program.After doin paper 1 and the teachers tell us no need to pass up…waste my effort la.But I really couldn’t choose a qn that I was confident in doin.damn sucky feeling.Headed for bugis after that for tuition.Stopped by two people who wanted me to do a survey on religion stuffs.The girl who approached was one of the graduate also from ny and also in one of the S6 classes. Handed up the essay to mr tong to ask him help me mark and grade my paper.
06/08/06
Jun Yang’s de “nan dao” now in the third position.See…I told u there will be an improvement.He will most probably have his ”gai ban” de album soon ba.
07/08/06
Attended the First Impression talk given by professional speakers.One of them was from School Of Thought…the lady who owns the naughty hamster over at bugis.We were supposed to dress up with the theme business wear in mind but royal family din la.Only Charlotte,mich,chong jin aka ah ma,xuan sheng and Zzz aka zhi liang ,tiongli,merrick and marcus wore.Not too bad of the choice and colour combi of clothes for most of them.Marcus’s one was quite outstanding..Xuan Sheng looked the smartest as he has got the built but juz slightly short…I like tiongli’s one too.
Mrs Tay called me at 5.06.46pm while I’m still on bus 105 after the physics remedial. She told me that it was compulsory to come for tml’s national day cel and asked me to inform chewy and Yu Zhu also.This is the first time she call me leh….i wonder why she called me instead of queen who seem to be more responsible..well…I duno.
08/08/06
The fund raising thing today is the worst that I’ve ever experienced.Having to fight among not only J1 and J2’s nyjcians but also with the ppl in blue shirt situated every location all over kovan.I have seen these blue shirts ppl since early in the morning with tins in every single one of them when I was on my way to school.I still see them at cp even at 6pm.Wondered where they were from.National day gift:cup noodles…weird izzen it?But I like it….it would have cost $0.85 per cup outside and now I’m taking 5 cups (worth $4.25) for free..wahaha.but today is oso the first time that I heard about the Styrofoam melting to becoming wax…and I’ve been consuming small amounts of wax each cup for the past years unknowingly.
Consultation with Mr Tay on nuclear physics and capacitance from the cel ended to abt 5 plus.I duuno how to say la…but he makes us feel very stress during the nuclear hours. He just made me feel very stress instead of relief that I actually get to seek help from him.Maybe consultation izzen just for me. Luckily I never tried looking for him w/o any frens ard…otherwise I would have burst. Both of us could see that he was quite “pek chek” with us already la…that’s why we were still considering whether to ask him on capacitance not(the re-drawing of circuit since he have gone thru in class before);otherwise he would be more”pek chek”But I could understand…if I noe that much and when I explain to someone who knows little or ask stupid qn….i would also be very grrrr de lor.The look on his face whenever I say something really make me wanna shut up for just this once and not clearing my doubts at all.Perhaps I’m slow and dun grab concepts that fast…but whoever teach me must have patient with me…I dun tink I now know a lot more about nuclear phys than I know before the consultation cuz…I duno…sth is wrg.But I’m glad I asked him abt the re-drawing of circuits.And I learnt something else today,i.e never to trust teachers..serious.
Saw Derek…a friend of mine when I was having tuition at Mrs Chin’s hse last time while I was still in primary school.I asked him if he could rmb me and he seem to be able to recall and we had a short conversation and exchanged hp nos. But when I mention elton’s name,he was like huh???He drop school le lor and is in army now…planning to work only after 2 years…here wishing him all the best.
Today’s justin’s b’day and he still came for the national day cel.Didn’t get to wish him happy burfday last year cuz of some reasons but I did this year.Again,I shall wish him happy 18th birthday here.
Jun yang’s “gai ban” unicorn album released today!
09/08/06
Happy 41st birthday Singapore.Was mugging at home for the maths lecture test coming up next tues.I watched the parade on tv and it was boring.But I will always feel proud to be a Singaporean.
12/08/06
Arr…mr tong have not yet helped me mark my essay…Is he really that busy?Went to shop for chewy’s birthday prez at bugis after tution…having her leave by herself.I was surprised that we’ve bought what we’ve bought but still this is the first time I got something like that for a friend. The cost was lesser this year and still shared by more ppl other than 5ts1.We saw a mad man shouting at some 16 to18 years old guys over the top of his voice.Everyone was looking at him and we didn’t dare walk past him in case he shout at us too.Had only Burger king meal for the entire day.
13/08/06
I finished the second tub of Haagen dazs strawberry ice-cream today.It’s absolutely delicious…has a refreshing taste…just marvelous.Try it if you haven.Wondered if I have put on weight after eating it…but it’s made from skim milk..so I tink it should not have too much effect ba.
Jun Yang went to 1003 radio station at Thomson to promote his unicorn album as well as celebrate his birthday with some of his fans. He gave out cds, necklace and his posters to some of them leh…so envy.”nan dao” is now ranked second…haha.”Love” rank no. 17.
14/08/06
Physics lecture test on nuclear physics,radioactivity and capacitance.All that I’ve attempt to memorize didn’t come out…sure fail again le lor.
15/08/06
Den there is Maths lecture test on stats and calculus today.This test is worse den physics.The two of them siiting beside me knew how to do but I couldn’t.Stuggle,Stuggle and still Stuggling.
Got onto the weighing machine in school today…if there was no systematic error…den I have not gained any weight…still at ~45kg….but I’ve not been exercising since there was no pe in school.
I told yu and chewy about the dream that I made the other day.It was about me attending mr ho’s lecture and we were watching some video clips.Halfway thru,I heard someone calling me to try some food….mr ho saw me but didn’t say anything but came a mr tay and he lectured me and told me to pass him a parent’s letter tml.I tink I was afraid then.Moral of the story…dat is never listen to mp3 during econs lecture…or whatever tutorials and get caught.Ever since the last time I got caught by mr honey….i’ve been trying to avoid him whenever I see him….esp when I’ve forgotten to bring my tie for assembly on weds.
16/08/06
It’s Wan ting’s birthday today…sammy handed her the prez that we’ve all chipped in..Wondered if she knew we did.Anyway…happy 18th birthday to her.Shifu and Shimu made a a very nice card for her..haha. Shifu is flirting with some other gals now…gai shi de ta.
Did my hypothesis testing tutorial till 1 plus and stopped halfway to write something for chewy till 3.30am....not gettin enuf slp.
17/08/06
今天是俊杨的二十五岁生日!我好高兴哦!今天原本打算去买他的改版专辑的,来当作给他的生日礼物。。。但因为昨天没有跟妈妈拿钱也还没问过她。。。所以现在暂时把这个念头放在一旁。他或许阵在跟某某人庆祝生日。我好嫉妒喔。但我希望他能知道我对他的心意和关心。我就在这里祝他在事业上有更大的突破。。。能够天天健康快乐。但我有个很自私的想法,就是他能迟一点结婚。。。哈哈。。开玩笑的啦。。。只要他开心就好了。Handed chewy her birthday prez today...i've reminded them but they've all forgotten...well...nothing more can be done.I hope she will like the prez...if not the cards written by us.Chewy went to buy 4D today...well...it's her first time...it striked us on this idea when we saw the drink stall auntie at the bus interchange again. Just for fun.Well...see if thers's a change of luck after all the unlucky things that she've met today...like getting late for school on her birthday.
Today is also tiong li's birthday.Would like to wish the three of them happy birthday here.Although there's a diiference of age gap between them...one 25 and two 18s.
Happy Birthday Jun yang!
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