Approx~,nuclear phys and radioctivity tutorial,GP file yet to be compiled(onli for those who scored 40 and below) ,chemical thermody IV and chem eqm yet to be done and here i'm blogging.Chemistry extra remedial and lecture remedial straight for three hours today.QW's unique way of taking attendance.
难道。。。（难道你还没听到，我的心慢慢碎。。。难道很好听〕我在学校里把心情掩饰的不够好吗？为什么朋友还是察觉到了呢？无论如何，我还是想快点振作起来。。不想在消沉下去了。
Bought TEENS today.Cover page is Jun Yang leh.This helped me to brighten up my day for a few hours.My jun yang in white.lolx.
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7/19/2006
Bus 22 was almost fully packed today and somemore arrived later than usual.I saw my fellow schoolmates running towards the parade square and i began to run too.But i tot i still have time.Luckily i reached the parade square on time but not standing tgt with my class.No warning for me still.haha.
今天也不知何故，心情真的差透了。这几天以来也不时的哭了起来，一想起考试的成绩就哭，设想自己以后该往哪个方向前进但却一点概念或头绪都没有时就哭，想反省到底哪里出了状况时又哭。我想不通到底自己为何在哭，都是自己平时不好好努力读书。。。现在又能怪谁呢？现状况令我最担心的就是我的英文了，要是在这次的“Ａ”水准成绩不理想的话，其他再好的成绩也进不了大学。虽说如果能考到三个特优就没有问题了，但我也知道这是不可能达成的，因为自己有自知自明也因此也懂得不能好高务远。这次我也真的受到了很大的打击。一向来拿到成绩后。。过了几天也就会想开就会没事了，但这次不一样。连我自己都搞不清楚了，那身边的人又怎会体会呢？这几天来根本就没有心情专心的做好一件事。。。老是发呆神游。只能把不开心的转移精神到看电视节目上。也没有集中力好好地读完笔记，做好功课。我一天摆脱不了学业上所带给我的种种压力，就不会有快乐的我。
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7/18/2006
There goes my lunch for today.We spent 1 1/2hr printing just three sets of mcqs papers.Printer got problem,inverted pages,and slow printing process.hear the sound Ti ti ti ti and here comes the lab tech.Paper jam.He said the printer had np in the past untill we came.Back to the com lab after sch,wanting to finish the printing but screen shows Cannot Start Print.diao!Saw mr tong and he drove past us w/o even waving goodbye.
On my bus journey home,i saw a malay guy B in pgss uniform tgt with another malay guy who seem to be older than him.i am quite certain that B was carrying a baby in his arm.Assuming the baby is his child,den where have all the moral values gone to?Are we actually attending civics and moral education for fun?watching abortion movie clips in school for the sake of watching?den the govt should have to revise the education system and not let us attend cme lessons,instead should spend more time concentrating on core syllabus.Should our the govt take the responsibility?LOLx
Short mv on JY's
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7/15/2006
GP tution today and we're supposed to bring our GP papers for Mr tong to look thru and go thru.He took a few scripts, photocopy them for us and went thru for the entire tution.Btw,i tink i saw Andy,one of my seniors from peicai.long time nv see him le.Today Jun Yang is also holding a mini concert at DXO.Can anyone of you tell me wat DXO represents and where exactly is this place?Somewhere near the esplanade?Or durians with XO flavor?
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7/13/2006
Got back my phys paper 2 and GP paper today which means the completion of the collecting of scripts and me myself analysing my own performance for this mid year exams. Should I have known what my results will show..i will not have studied so hard.So now i'm really starting to worry...again this is the first time i'm doing so.My performance up to now after going thru one and a half year of JC education is not even better than when i first took my mid-year exams in year one,what more to mention about going to university.It just seems that my future will be a bleak one.
Starting from the worse:
GP-32/100(F9)-bottom three of my class-bottom 20% of the whole cohort
Physics-51(D)-ranking:176/450
Chemistry-51(D)-ranking:not included but i suppose i'm in the 196th position..jus below where the ranking system stops at
Maths-57(C)-still have to attend remedial
Haha...worse come to worse.i just stone.
The class photos are ready for collections today.Had one of the photos to be passed ard for au
tographs.O.o.nicee. 
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7/11/2006
Back to formal lessons after the “long” break. Mr Tay went for NS re-service le…returning only two weeks later. Meanwhile, I’m going to slack as much as I can before he returns. Mr law?Mr lau? came over to take over his lessons. He returned us our physics paper 1 and 3,wrote down the percentage for each paper and that’s it.the rest of the period for him to walk ard and for us to ask him qns. Din understand his explanation though.
Got back my phys paper 1 and 3,chem and maths papers today.
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7/10/2006
Anyway...anyone free or willing to accompany me watch a movie.I just wanna watch a NC16 show before i turn 18 this year.Or recommend me if there is any NC16 movies coming up.Tagg me or gimme a call ya!
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7/07/2006
Have been mugging at home since the start of the June holidays jus to prepare for the mid year exams.Since JC1..june holidays are no longer for us.Back to school for lectures for abt one week and facing for corners in a room every single day after that.Notes have been crumpled and lots of paper being crushed by me.Hmm..although it's a boring life..i'm going to update my june holidays entries all the same...at one go.
28/05/06
I saw Jun Yang's mv on one of the songs in his first and latest album,"沙沙的谁" in the album "独角兽" at 6.55pm on channel U.I wouldn't say that the mv was nice cuz it was a boring one.And the song which i heard for the first time doesn't really impress me with his singing ability.But but but i like him still...although i din really quite like his new hairstyle.And i'm so happy when i saw the female lead..haha..because she was...
30/05/06
Attended GP tution from 4-6pm..really tired
31/05/06
I was watching tv halfway when pris sms me and asked if i was gg to the band concert..But it was funny den.Pris and pam was the middle -middle person for the day..haha.Pris called me when didn't reply her sms for a few minutes.She said that she was toking to Zhi Liang on msn and zhi liang said that he wouldn't mind accompanying me to the band concert.So i told her okie lor.But it was like i was asking her qns and she told pam to type to reply Zhi liang and this process was going on back and forth this way for quite some time. converstion-conversation-reply-reply-conversation..haha...SHM involved.
01/06/06
Poor Mr Yee...three classes of his was suppose to attend his GP remedial and it turn out to be less than 30 ppl altogether.He rewarded us with candies for attending..lolx.Paid zhi liang the money for the concert today...it was suppose to be 10 dollars but got a discount from his fren instead.
02/06/06
There was two lectures gg on in the morning and in addition physics tutorial from 230 to 330pm.A few of us stayed back after the lesson to continue with the rest of the qns.No doubt..i got lectured by him again today but i really dunno how to do ma..not that i didn't try and also the Bohr's deduction on the dual character thingy...really dun understand wat...i stoopid can.As if i really want to score CCD like dat...just to spite him of course...who doesn't want to enter the uni after entering JC.Affected my mood for the rest of my day.
I will mark today as another important day in my calender again.Because...
This is the first time i go out with a guy alone..haha..but not as in wat u all will tink la.So some comments abt Zhi liang's house and some things i saw..
-I like his bed the most.It's a queen size bed and so soft...wahahaha.but i do wonder why he need so many pillows for.
-His house is so dark...have to open my eyes real big when i roam ard
-I dun like sitting on carpet..suppose to be made made up of fur but not flurry
-I saw his brother and his dad as well..i've seen his whole family at last
-the light i his room was not covered with a cover cuz he say liddat brighter
-Good way of keeping his money...two cashbox at one go
-Mee Goreng tasted different from my maid cook de
-No aircons but with two refrigerators and two big fish tanks and two coms...liddat can save money meh?
-His room is neat but definitely not neater than mine...wonder if he tidys it up himself
Okie ya...so he asked me what colour clothes i was wearing....i told him white and he say muz wear different from me.But in the end still settle for white polo tee ma...anw...i still believe that guys dressed in white look the smartest.But the clothes inside his wardrobe was similar to Shawns...rainbow colour. And arr...his hse water supply is so low...have to wait 7secs just to get a handful of water..He's so particular abt his shoe...took so long to settle for one.
We finally get to head to the mrt station.So we manage to reach vch on time..so many nyjcians were oredi waiting outside.We went up and he wanted to tok to mr quek and mr foo lor.We sat somewhere behind at seat no.10 and 11..unlike last time when i went with rui yun.So thru'out the concert,my head was slanted to the left side cuz the couple in front of me was blocking my view.And him...i really feel guilty towards him lor.He didn't know how to appreciate the music(me either but still i wanted to go) and was having a headache and i was like still so bad and ask him to accompany me...shld have let him give up his tix to jeremy or aaron instead.But he kept saying nvm cuz in the first place,he was the one who was willing to accompany me there.I rmb-ed chatting with him abt the topic on frens again...but i noe his words didn't affect me much for i was not close to him.
The concert ended 9 plus ba and i tot we could follow the crowd to get to the mrt station.but we ended up "lost" and went for sight-seeing instead.Most memorable part of the day..i stepped into the brigde along the Singapore River at 9.51pm and crossed it.We took 2mins to cross it.I've always wanted to cross this bridge..for some unknown reasons.We also get to stroll along the river to head to the esplanade.Many years since i've last get to stroll outside at this time with my friends.The first time that i'm up close looking at the fullerton hotel(the venue where our dinner and dance night will be held)...but i noe i will nv get the chance to enter it since we've decided not to go for the d&d.Too bad that i did not have my camera with me...neither do i have a camera phone.Outside the esplanade was some performance by a person...i duno wat this person was known as..but i like his performance.Wanted to take a bus but zl didn't want to so we ended up walking in marina square while looking for way to the mrt station.Really changed alot over there.Actually..i feel safe with zl ard cuz he seem to always appear so calm and smart and i noe i wouldn't get lost with him ard lor.Oh ya...we walked past the HMV and ta-da i found it..this is the first time i get to see jun yang's album.But i didn't want to buy it first.
So again we headed to the mrt station and i reached home at abt 11.30pm.Thanx zhiliang and jun yang for brightening up my day.
04/06/06
Decided to re-start my physics revision since i noe nothing went inside my head for the past few days of revision
08/06/06
Chewy sms-ed me and told me to listen to umf1003 cuz jy was on air.At first i tot it was jie yan cus maybe mr howard ng invited him or sth liddat.But i realized it was jun yang that she was tokin abt.Jun yang's voice really sound different today and he introduced his new album to the listeners.Some things that i've noted down in case i forget
He
-learnt the piano at the age of 4
-learn the guitar when he was in sec 2/3
-attended music lessons and sang his own song during his first music lesson
-felt nervous,scared,dunno wat to do and no confidence when he went on stage for the first time
-was performing at j8 with his team j5
-part of the SAF band (same as mr foo)and played the french horn
-likes to play DOTA
- felt more experienced when shooting his mv after acting in dream chaser
-afraid when recording at night cuz V.cam cannot be used once it enter the studio
It took about one hour altogether and i stopped my revision after that...too excited to carry on
09/06/06
Sms mr tay for the first time since he didn't reply to yu's msg ytd night.But he too didn't reply to my sms.Wondered why he carried a hp for.Haha...end of my physics revision.Today is the start of World Cup 2006..anw it doesn't interest me at all.
10/06/06
Rainy days these past few days...i hate rainy days cuz i cannot study in this weather.
Attended GP tution again and mr tong mention abt ocd(obsessive compulsion disorder).I wonder if i was there to listen to his real life stories happening ard him to become a better person morally or to learn abt GP.Wondering too if i have a compulsion disorder for "neatness"
11/06/06
I set my alarm exactly at 11.30am so that i can wake up on time to start my revision.But who noes if i've offended mr tay or wat...he called me at 11.26.32am...err..okiie...so he was in Malaysia enjoying his holidays while i'm mugging in Singapore.So we arranged to meet up with him next wed for consultation.
My house refrigerator died on us after 5 years...sigh
13/06/06
I dreamt abt someone liking me and it was a sweet dream before my alarm woke me up from slumberland again.So it's better to be chased in a dream rather than in real life.
The repairman came to check on my refrigerator and said that this one spoil...that one have to be changed and the company will send someone to repair only two days later.All my fav food have gone bad le la.
Jun Yang appeared on both channel 8 and channel U.Channel U with Dasmond Koh and some campus superstars to introduce some food and interview on channel 8.
14/06/06
Dun wan to tok too much abt wat happened today..just consultation for 4 hours long
15/06/06
Fridge was revived and the same repairman came and said that as long he's there...everything will be alright.He was kind enuf to help us check on the air con and cooking stove as well.
17/06/06
Mr tong spilt us up into two groups..into the quiet ones and the "noisy" ones.Lets see how this combination will help in the future.
The small,naughty kids were so noisy such that we have to move down to the lower deck.And they followed us down..i have nothing to say.
I went to buy vitamins C today.Decided to turn to it for help instead of eating panadols like wat i did during last years promos.
20/06/06
Mr tommy Lee appeared on the tv program call Y generation i tink and he looks so god damn nervous.Saw S3D having pe lessons with him and shawn look so funi...wahaha.Also saw the dragonboaters.His chi name is li wei qin..sounds like a girls name...dun u tink so?
22/06/06
Metal breakdown today...i tink i needed consultation just for today but there was none.Dun see me always happy-go-lucky but there's always a hidden reason behind every move.
23/06/06
Start of mid-year exams.
Daddy bought a new refrigerator ever since the repaired refrigerator died on us two days later...i can have my ice-cream finally.
27/06/06
Pathetic..the fan since we used in when we were in Serangoon cracked upon the touch of my sis hand.So many things have spoilt recently..is this a bad omen?i hope it izzen.
27/06/06
Have been listening to umf 1003 for the 2530 广播剧every weekday at 12pm or 10pm.Hope the ending turns out well.
28/06/06
Lousy new fan arrived today
30/06/06
Received post card from rui yun today.But i noe what is was all abt already sice she sms me earlier in the afternoon
01/07/06
Sob Sob..i could'nt go for jun yang's autogragh session today.Otherwise i would have bought his album and go for it today.But because of mid-year...i dropped this idea.
03/07/06
Jun Yang appeared on top fun today.I started watching from 8.10pm and he performed only at 9.45pm.It just so happen that i always manage to chance upon his appearance on tv.
06/07/06
Last day of mid-year exams...finally.But how come i dun feel happy at all..and oso not used to sleeping early.Actually eveytime i hand my scripts over...i noe all the time spent for the entire month have been wasted.i shan't comment on the difficulties of the papers..u will noe when i post my results up here a week later.I actually forgot to take up ez link card along when i pack my bag...realize that i didn't have it with me after a long wait at the bus stop with yu zhu.So we went back to school to look for it...luckily it was still there...phew.See...dat show signs of fatigue and stress.
08/07/06
I dunno why...but i'm just stressed over certain things..many things still need to be sorted out..These few days of breaks was worse than going to sch but still i do not want to see my results.
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Every year of this day marks an important date in my calender.It is the day when i last saw Ande in school.It has been exactly five years since he left.Thats why i chose to blog only today after so long,and not on the day when i finished my exams.
I too,chose to buy another keyboard to replace the dying one today so that i will not have the urge to blog before today.Chose to cut my hair today so that i can rmb when i last cut my hair the next time.But the hairdresser shop was not open and i decided to settle down for another nearby shop and had my favourite lor mee at my favourite coffeeshop in Serangoon.
Btw...we still have to go back to sch today just for the school sports carnival...its damn sian la...sitting at the grandstand for 2hours plus...and the dragon which was suppose to represent the dragon house was like a worm...as wat chewy had said.We were the overall hse champion i tink.Mr quek was also part of dragon hse..haha.The teachers 8*100m race was the highlights of the day.Mr tay ran pretty fast...dun see him size small small ar.But Mr foo didn't do too badly either.I got cheer for both of them okie.
Today,the seize clubbers...izit wat they call themselves?..are holding a b'day celebration for liyi.I noe my presence at some of their outings are pretty extra since i barely noe anyone there and i guess i'm the only one not from bowen sec. I realized that since the sentosa trip!So i decided not to go to today's celebration as well as the future outings cuz i noe i have always went out with them w/o being invited.Thick skinned me. And perhaps both of us there will feel awkward and grabbing for chewy's attention...lolx.
Anyway...still wanna wish Liyi Happy 18th birthday and all the best ba...dun be too stress up also.=)
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