5/19/2006
Meaningless post
I have been having dreams lately...probably i didn't get to sleep well.But out of all...i only rmb one and that was Ande sms-ed me and telling me tt he was back from Aust but sending a card to my sis when he didn't noe her...i knew i was feeling jealous but realize it was juz a dream after all..Since then...i have been tinking about what i shld say to him when i see him on the streets one day?Would i be gg forward and saying hi to him...treat as it i didn't see him and deceive myself or stalking him home?Would i have done any of this?Why can't i let go of him?He was juz a IT teacher engaged by peicai sec and i know him barely enuf for him to rmb me as a little girl tried ways and means to get close to him and didn't mind climbling up and down 5 storeys juz to get him his lunch.tinking back..maybe it was foolish of me but i would have done the same things if time were reversed back.I know he was back fom Aust since i was sec 3 but i didn't do anything...having regrets now.
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