5/28/2006
I'm so sorry that i've disappointed you but i dun want to drag it further.In any case if you hadn't understood what i wrote in the previous time...let me repeat,i do not want to become friends with you anymore.I noe i'm cruel and selfish by sayin this sentence but i really cannot bring myself to become friends with you any longer. So...u can dun bother abt tokin to me even after u have cooled down or watever.I believe tt one day i will have to change my mindset but tt will only happen when maybe after i've gained maturity,being enlightened like what you've gone thru or have that person influential enough to make me do so.I'm just like the past AJ aka jun yang in the show where he said that,"
我的字典里没有道歉这两个字".He started to change only when he realize that he's gg to lose his loved ones.Although it's just a show,i tink it certainly describes me in reality.I dun care even if you tell it to xinyu,yiwen, liyi or anyone else and you may have your circle of friends supporting you and tink that you are right and i'm wrong ,den just be it.cuz i noe its my fault it the first place...i willing to admit but not apologize.
[*] starred at 2:51 AM
