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4/30/2006

My third tutor came today.The first thing she did that amused me was that she actually took out her NUS identification card to show me..saying that it's a form of proving her real identity.I took a look at it and woah she was studying in the Yong Lin Medical School which i assume she aspires to become a doc.And also thinking that she is trying to show off how smart she is at the same time.So ya...fluids notes again.Now i've been gg thru it for the third time already.She kept saying our notes is insufficient and said she will bring her notes to show me next time.I asked her,"what sch were you from?"She replied"Hwa Chong".okie...so now that i noe that she's from a top sch,i'm beginning to be afraid of her.I'm afraid of ppl who are smart..inferior me.anw..again she asked if i got the cambridge fluids notes...and i knew it.So mr tay promised to find out for me since he doesn't have it...but where is it?cheater him.Finally i've decided to settle down on her and not change anymore tutor..she seem more than confident than i thought.I'm afraid she will look down on me..sigh.

Today's my last day of tution at tampines and lesson with Jack.Reach there at 2 and regina told me that timing was change to 4pm...Karen didn't inform me.So i was in a classsroom tgt with jack and mario...a J1 guy also from tpjc.haha...jack was seven years older than him.jack was teaching;i was reading thru fluids again. Karen was late..we chatted abt jy and his bro.Karen came and she helped me to take pics as promised.Lesson begins and he went thru ideal gas.Jie Ying was late for abt one hour.diaoow~.Lessons was quite improper...teaching..chatting and laughing thruout the lesson.Grace came and she toked abt how the hairdresser cut her hair at QB hse for $10 ytd..she was there re encountering how bad it was and how her hair was being snipped off...ok...so moral of the story...do not go for 10 mins haircut!it ended up 30 mins anyway.btw..i saw jack's ic today..so tood and he claimed it was cute..wahaha.We promised to meet up at the end of may or beginning of june holidays..his treat =).All four of us.I begin to miss him as soon as i stepped out of the tution center.just tinking of not seeing him every sun from now onwards just make me feel sad.Time flies and it's been almost a year since i go to him for tuition.It was him who helped me improve my physics grade,from grade E to grade C,D that i'm having now.So mr tay...stop saying that he's not good ok.At least he has helped me alot.Still can recall how i was dao-ing him during the first lessons and subsequent lessons at the beginning.Now that i'm used to his teaching mtd...having private tution once again was diff for me to adapt.

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4/29/2006

Went to take my ready-made specs in the afternoon after studying 3 hours of chemistry for the upcoming lecture test next tuesday.Arr...i look horrible in it..like green ninja turtles(similar to this shade of green).anw...wasn't the type of frame that i like but limited choices u see.I regretted not choosing the black one instead...should look better and decent.

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4/27/2006

Re -took my 2.4km today for napfa.timing better..15.44mins..at least i got my gold now..tsk tsk.

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4/26/2006

Sigh...mr soh got come and there goes foo.Ya...so chewy was very happy.Okie..so zhi liang told him that i was unhappy today when mr soh asked me to ans qn.He noes why and he say..."haha..so sorry" and covered a book on his face.

NE trip to st gabriel's sec today.first time step into a boy's sch.So we went there...listened to a overall summary,viewed some exhibits and off we go.

Went back to school to watch synergy full dress reheasal.Missed the dance and CO performance,marcus was performing half way when i stepped into the Lt.Last rehearsal and everything was not settled properly..cue for lightings and mikes was strewed up.Haha....gilbert was the substitute GOH...justin was laughing away. To pay $10 for synergy is really not worth it...BYG was beta.

Aaron's birthday today.jus msged him a few minutes ago to wish him happy birthday.All my frens have grown up.i'm slow.

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4/25/2006

Okie...so mr soh didn't come again today.We tot that queenie wong would once come into the class again like last week and so we were prepared this time.took out all or tutorials and TYS and lay them on the table.But..but to my surprise..mr foo stepped into the class at 10.43am and said that he will be taking our class for today.Oh gosh...i was thinking....-----Nah..Zhi Liang was toking abt how happy i was again.Okie..i admit that i wasn't listening at all when i'm suppose to.Luckily i have done my NMR tutorial.So i was distracted by someone who looks like jun yang but i dun care.ya..so mr tay happen to come for his next class and saw mr foo and there he goes...crapping away again.btw..mr foo told us to look for him tml if mr soh again did not turn up like today.

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4/23/2006

Long time since i've had sports in the big sea.The very last time was with my npcc mates ,also at kallang but it was kayaking and this time round was dragon boating with some of my classmates. I was glad that the class was very enthu to sign up.
Met up with chewy and queen and shit we missed the bus stop...no,to say it correctly,we didn't know which bus stop to alight and ended up at the bus stop where we have gp tution.So we took the return trip back and luckily we reached lavender mrt station on time.Walked a damn long way to the destination but it definitely reminds me of the gd times i have with my friends previously.The first round was just more of trying out but we tried our best though.Mr tay was sitting in front of me and he was splashing sea water right at my face.Well...i tot i will have my revenge one fine day. We thought that we had got into the third place meaning that we could not get into the next round but results turn out to be that we got into 2nd place.So we cont'd with the 2nd round which i tink is the semi-finals.This time our opponents were strong as we have the kayak racing team 2 tgt with mr victor tan and joel Loo with S7B.Our coordination of timing was good and this again guaranteed us the 2nd place.Our speed was fast this time round and our timing improve by about 1 min.thanx to jun hao as well.It really turned out to be that we had the timing that was the fastest among those boats that got into sf as well.So...we ended up competing against the db J1 team,kayak racing team 1 n2 in the grand finals.We really put in our last effort during this race. We came in last and lost to the j1 kayak team only by a few secs.The timing was confusing ...could hear the power ten command at all.Although this is so...we were already very glad that we had secured the 4th position in this entire event.Our class was the only class who got into grand finals. :) Although our timing was faster than the judo team but they got the third prize instead of us in the plate finals.But nvm...we went to celebrate at KFC ourselves.Free flow of drinks..haha.The first time i'm so proud of 05S6E.
Look at how fast we were!

Boat 4

Tired me.

Us.TEAM TIDE!!Can u spot which one is our teacher?

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4/19/2006

Waited for HS but he didn't turn up.receive a msg from him saying he would be late.I was almost late for sch too.

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4/16/2006

Today is my da jie Connie's birthday.Would like to wish her a happy 19th birthday here.Haiz...haven been able to shop for her prez since too buzy at school or otherwise have to go to J8 again where there is nothing new.So perhaps have to give her a belated one like wat bj got also.5ts1 really very long nv get tgt le leh.Really miss those times.but chewy nv turn up for our outing except the one that we stayed overnight at connie's hse. Our blog i also long time nv go update le la..anw...no one bothers.

Also...my 2nd tutor came today.He juz graduated from MJC two years ago. He didn't came prepared and was jus browsing thru my notes and didn't teach much.I told him to go home after one hour for he couldn't teach me since he couldn't recall any topic at all.Decided to give him another chance and so i asked him to cont'd next sat.Jack was sick and the lesson was cancelled.

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4/15/2006

Went for lecture than proceed to bugis for lunch b4 gg for gp tution.Heard from wb that mr tay helped them to pay for the kbox fee.If i know earlier that he was gg to help us pay den i would also have gone for the outing le.Told wb to jio him out again...haha.also knew that they went to the arcade....typical guys.

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4/14/2006

today is good friday.yeh...can skip phys spa prac.gg to sch for extra maths lecture on probability tml.and the probability that i'm gg to fall asleep in lecture tml is almost 99 percent.

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4/13/2006

Foolish me..actually mistook her for his gf...really made a fool out of myself this time.I know Lincoln and friends have been tokin abt us but we are still as what we are now and will remain so in the future.Mr Foo was the one giving chem remedial today.me and yu went to sit at third row from the front.So cool....first time i could actually see him for so long.But remedial end at 6 plus and i end up having to rush for the pgss band concert.So the toa payoh hub auditorium wasn't ttbig after all.Saw my frens and ya they didn't change much except aaron who seem to grow taller and first time seeing ade and wl wearing specs.PGSS band really sucks...nothing compared to ny band..haha.But its a good exposure for them though.Greenview sec on the otherhand was beta,ya ppl gt silver for syf de.pgss only got bronze. The songs they played was like a lullaby....causing me to want to fall asleep.took some piz thanks to johnson,will upload it here once i receive it from him.Went to eat mac after the concert for dinner.Saw patrick and wei kang,exchanged a few words and they all seem to be doin fine to me.ben low and kai quan still act as if they dunno me even after so long.Went home with LP after a long day.

ya...forgot to mention that i ran my 2.4km for napfa today.perhaps it was because i have not exercised for a long time..stamina dropped and ended up with a timing of 16.04mins which means i have missed my gold jus bcoz of the 14 secs.haiz...but it actually helped me to stretch my muscle and aided me to reach 47cm for my sit and reach.Decided to retake my 2.4 if i can pass my standing broad jump next week.

Impt things to mention.Finally got back my pw results today.Our group did farely well...all of us got a band two except marcus who got one.but he deserves it...it was his idea that we worked on and we receive pos comments on it.I was happy and i could see that glenn was happy too.It was the first time he was offering me a sweet and i gladly took it.But sad to say,on the whole..our class did badly..many got a band 3.and only 76 percent of ny students got band 1/2.Other schools were having up to 90 plus percent.

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4/10/2006

I actually feel sad after reading one of my "fren's" blog and after reading the mr unknown's msg for me.lots of feelings and emotions jus came...making me lose my appetite for the supper that i'm gg to eat after blogging now.

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The class signed up for the dragonboat fun race and we included mr tay in without asking for his permission first.but the guys said that he sure no problem de since he so ON.Some more still jio the guys out to K box coming this Fri.Mr tay can sing?mr tay vs marcus?mr tay vs mr soh?dun need listen also noe who will be defeated le lor.tink mr tay only noes how to sing the song that he invented.Here is how it goes:''NY de xue sheng man man pa,man man pa",lame song rite.Yup...enuf abt him.Looking forward to next sun.

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4/09/2006

Today woke up damn early juz to wait for the new private tutor to come today.ok...he was late cuz he couldn't find his way to my hse.So he started off with the first page of fluid lecture notes and read in details,until halfway when he tot that there wasn't much to explain den he realize that it was in fact juz a summary page.WTH.So he carried on with the second pg and skipped the first example for he tink it was too easy until i asked him on eg 2 part iv.he read the qn and say woah...at ya lvl got so chim want meh.den he started to stare at the qn for a good 5 minutes.I could see him playing with his fingers...seem to be calculating sth.okie...so he end up saying,sry,i never see this type of qn before...dunno how to do...will go home and check it out for you.And he started copying the qn and solutions down.I was like huh..waste my time.All thanx to the tution agency who claims how good he was and what scholarship he gets.All bullshit.He was like regurgitating all that was on the notes itself but of course with some explanation here and there.Reading out loud dunno for me or for himself den repeating again line by line for explanation.Dun tink he came prepared at all although i told him what topic to teach b4hand.Seriously,i dun tink he noes how to teach at all,much worse than jack even.Took up the whole 2hrs juz to go thru the notes w/o doin any qns.So....i ended up sms-ing jasmine and request for a replacement of tutor for the next lesson.She asked me for the reason and few hours later,she asked me if i want to have a tutor teaching in ACJC currently because she tot that cher could teach more at a shorter period but the fees would increase up to $50 per hour.I was like u noe how much the total increase will add up to.Just admit that you do not have any more tutors under you who are willing to teach JC students and i will just go for another tution agency...why bother me with all these unnecessary things when i made myself clear rite from the beginning.

After this tution den went for my second last lesson with jack.ok...now its my turn to wait for jack and karen to turn up for regina didn't bother to tell me that the time was postpone to a later time.Karen wanted to go thru charged particles when i was expecting him to go thru fluids.well..this is the disadvantage when two or more ppl from diff schs come tgt for tution.Jack showed us he and his gf photos after lesson.The neoprints they took was super dooper cute la....some more gt a few pix of him kissing with his gf...ahha.his gf was also younger and smarter than him lor. stoopid him...forgot to bring his notes for me again.

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4/08/2006

Finally we were not late for GP tution this time!

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4/07/2006

Ended school as early as 1.15pm but have to stay back for BYG's qing gong yan which is at 5.30pm,WTH!But i stayed back willingly...cuz there was food to eat..yummy~~Only bcuz of this reason that i stayed back!At least i completed my complex tutorial 1 which i spend 4 hours doin in the lib.got to noe some problem that my ex-fren encountered and i was kinda sad for she couldn't persevere till the end but also partly due to many factors and pressure given to her. She was there and i couldn't go nearer.Some part of me wanted to think her to be as irritating as possible so as not to "soften" myself, to do wat i do not want to do the most.okie..so the "cel" started off with teachers toking and here we go...makan time.The food was cold and i complained alot...well,i was a fussy pig.So i went home right after eating...sigh...really there to eat only,not much interaction at all.

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4/06/2006

The survey shouldn't have been like that.too scary for me.girls really think that the pace is ok for us but definitely not for the guys.There are no two ways to solve the problem...you can only satisfy one.you are not right these few days and we feel uncomfortable whenever you dun come to disturb us. pls be back to your original self.I still need lots of help from you.

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4/05/2006

What are friends?
To me, friends are just ppl who are closer than family but yet ppl whom you cannot completely trust.We tell our problems to our close friends,friends or even strangers whom we dun know but never our own family members.Why?because i feel that friends will never betray you.But often than not,they are always the one talking behind your back and telling others about your own problems.Although friends often ask me for advices..if it is about results in school or dropping a subject...they will just give advice on the surface..like me for example,i will just push the problem back to the person itself cuz i tink i am not in the position to give advices to ppl when i cannot even handle my own problems.And of course,no matter how close friends are,human beings will always remain selfish,yes and this is a typical characteristics of humans that god created in us.I will often end up giving advice that is of advantage to myself and not my friendS.I tell my problems to my friends only hoping to let someone sort of share the burden with you and at the same time dun let myself bottom up everything b4 i go crazy one day.Thinking about it,its sometimes better to store certain things in the "microchip" in our head rather than put our problems here,in this blog,for fear that others will critize about it
.It could be the language or the content which may sound real stupid to others but not yourself.When i see my friends cry, i can be there for them,listen to their problems and be a very good listener but i can never be one who can console ppl.But at least i can keep the problems to myself,just like a psycharist who keeps information confidential.Things will only go worse if i say further.I tink we can never find "true" friends who understands ourself well enough to be able to accomodate all my faults and the mood swings,share bad and good days with you.Like how the adults shun one another when one is in need of money or went bankrupt.we cannot ignore the fact that this is the harsh reality of the world,no matter it is the past,present or the future.I always think that i am always the one accomodating my friends,wherever they want to go and what they wanna do..i just simply follow.but thats not always the case i assume,my friends will think likewise as well.but sometimes i can be very demanding and stubborn,must have what i want and do things my way...but my friends will always ignore me and think that i am childish.I know it.Mr Tay twice said that i was a spoiltbrat...and i tink he's right as well.Friends will tink that i'm being spoilt rotten by my parents and that is why.But i can tell you that its not the case at all,i can never have my way at home and that is why i tend to behave differently in school compared to the obedient me who never scold vulgar at home.Even Ande knows that.Just had a quarrel with two friends recently and ya...i know myself and i will never be the one apologizing..dats just me..can't help!As much as i wanted to avoid arguments,w/o the argand diagram..haha..i just somehow seem to forever be in conflicts with my bestees.Things that friends will nv do with you...accompany you on long journeys,share exams tips..etc.In conclusion..friends are just like gas bubbles which appears and disappears in rivers big or small...like how they disappear in our life when we need them most.

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Okie..i've been kept in the dark all along by someone.He's been reading our blogs and knowing lots of our stuffs,which den cause some troubles in school because of wat my fren wrote in his entries.I dun really understand why u need to read our blogs...are the entries which are mostly unrelated to you interesting.Was it your way of spying us and keeping track of wat we are doin?I know that by blogging,we are actually throwing away our privacy and i would rather you not tell me that you actually read our blogs.Are all ppl of your catagory like that?Bewildered me.Now,some ppl are really beginning to hate you for wat you've done!

Need to thank mr tay for staying back to teach us electromagnetic induction till he explain untill he vomits blood..haha

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4/04/2006

Quarrelled with a fren again...ok...my fault again..but i hack le!

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4/03/2006

Today was the opening ceremony for international friendship week aka IFW.I was in the IFW committee and therefore have to come as early as 6.45am to do the last minute touch up.Sry for not informing hong siang that i will not be meeting him.ya...because last friday nv go for meeting den have to kana escort mr kwek from the platform to the place where the banner is to be unveiled.Ended up sweeping the "rubbish" that were placed inside the banner b4hand.Break for the period was gone as i was helping out in setting up the stand and info onto the panels.

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4/01/2006

Woke up at 7 plus to get ready to go to the MINDS sch for the very last time to help out in the schools carnival.roped in our classmates to help out in this event as well.i volunteered to be in the photo taking team and we were lucky to meet zen and valenssa who were really nice guys.Zen especially...talked to him alot and found out how it was like being in the advertising field,how he works-being a part time lecturer in poly and coping with his own business and doing volunteering work,how sucessful he were and how he met his gf in minds.i tink that he really has a big heart,is rich and not bad-looking as well.valenssa was oso very generous...kept buying food and drinks for us.We three was also kept buzy all the while while customers was streaming in.We could take our photos and laminate it for free...took quite a few but we all paid them $1 each.Zen was pro at handling the software and editing the pics...and valenssa was a goog photgrapher as well.made the photos look nice.Saw zainal and lynette and shen li but was quite disappointed when i didn't see shafiq an wai loong(Both were my favourite students in the class).All ended well and the school thank us by giving us a goodie bag.We were rushing in the end when we knew that our gp tution was postpone to 4.30 instead of 7.30pm.
ya...as usual..we were late for gp tution.Watched the Larry Flynt show again today and have a bit of understanding finally.

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