yo peeps...i'm back and yes i'm finally back to blog again.I proudly announced that i'm over and done with the entire A levels.Once and for all.yeppep.i'm not ever going to touch the most hateful subjects on earth as long as possible.And play as much as i can now before i get down to serious stuff like looking for a job.my mum just wouldn't let me off even for one week and keep on nagging and nagging. i juz manage to get online to check my email and stuffs today with the help of someone.My com is down after my sis had received a "virus" containing file which cause the entire com to break down once again..like how it used to die on me juz last year.So...yepp...wouldn't be able to get online for quite some time.I'm grateful that the pc broke down just at the right time cuz den my sis wouldn't be able to touch on it and distract me from my revision for the A.I just cannot stand it whenever i had to ask her to switch off the com after my afternooon nap or shower.but come to tink abt it...right now..it juz doesn't feel right not being able to touch the keyboard and only facing that non-ringing nor vibrating hp.Staring into blank spaces whenever i'm not outside and not being able to log into litespeed to check for announcements regarding the papers.
i'm not able to blog for long and so shall wait till i get my com repaired before i upload the nitty gritty details which wat i have been doin so far for fear that all these memories will one day be forgotten by me as time past.but it's gg to be a long wait though.But i will never forget the times where i hv to mugg for papers on my birthday during the O and A levels.Some frens hv forgotten but some rmbed...some make an effort to send me a msg or letter.i thank you all who did.btw...my blog is one year old now..
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9/28/2006
I really tot that i'm ready for the worst and i dun care anything abt the damn results anymore...i dunnooo...when i saw xinyu crying...i tot...but...i really dunno.
And today is like i have to beg mr tay to teach me....somewhat i feel thiis way...actually wan ting is right abt sth...mr tay can get so irritated by me so easily is because of the long term accumulated (constant questioning of stupid qns).He said that a stupid student doesn;t need a teacher as well...den is he tryin to say that in my case..i am hopeless?He wanted me to apologize bcus of the previous entries and that he dun wanna see my face...kept askin me to go look for my tutor at home instead.even though i have more qns...i dare not ask...you can see or sense that he...juz want me to piss off?that i'm not sure thou.
But...i have to say okie...first...so wat if he has seen my blog...he shouldn't mention it as and when he like,right? Secondly..i dun actually mean what i say...i'm just exagerating things sometimes.And thirdly.....yes..no doubt i mention forget abt mr tay teaching me...but i'm desperate for someone who can teach me physics,and so i dun care who teaches me as long as i can learn...it's because i'm afraid of him now..i dun dare to ask him qns...he cannot stand students askin him fundamental basic concepts which he may have repeated many times...you may not see it or feel my seriousness abt improving my physics...u tink i dun wan to learn my basics well..once and for all?intellectual...what is it actually?my brain works accordingly to who i am...and not anyone else.
He's actually demoralizing me at this period of time.He's actually like judy tan.When Bin hua ask her which i noe like real stupid qn...she shld jus be glad tt at least he's asking her and not keeping mum abt stuffs he doesn't understand.But she jus said that at this point of time...u are still asking me this type of qns?what have you been doin?ya...all teachers are like that...no matter how good u may be in chem,phys or maths.And to tink that tml we have to arrange to see her for consultation bcuz we score O and F.How she teaches or where she stands..our class gladly noe oursleves very welll...she shouldn't be suan-ing us as if we were all gone case.
Mr loke have been giving encouraging comments like wat yu have said..but i still dun dare to approach him for qns...he's too scary out of all the teachers.Mr Yee too have always been very encouraging...he's being optimistic i tink...lets hope.
So my prelim results----
GP-41/100(D7)--slight improvement but marks vary alot each time,so doesn't make a diff
Chemistry-38.5/100(O)-Expected but should work harder,really drop alot since O lvls
Physics-44.6 rounded up to 45(E)-jus manage to pass but it was real disappointing,expected higher
Maths-Not confirmed,but should be (D)
trying to figure out what mr kwek means by the 3Rs
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9/27/2006
P.S.KFC.Cafe Cartel.Shop.Neoprints.The Face Shop.Photo Taking.Train.Home Sweet Home
Jestyn~Mabel~Yucai~YiYuan
TJC phys prelim paper so difficult...dunno how to do =(
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9/25/2006
Today is the last day i'm taking a break away from school...after the "long" break...been slacking long enuf.I'm not yet really to plug myself into the power point inside my room and leave myself to get charge up till the 1st oct.I cannot change the habit of "waiting till the last min to get things done"...i dun like to do so too...but it can't be help cus i'll be out with my frens the next few days to cheer myself up before i start to chiong in this 1 month and 17 days long race.
I dunno how stress up i'm gg to get...i may break down anytime...but i hope i dun...for one day of mental failure means few days of depression....who noes what will happen the next day rite?Or even during the exams period?Although this is not a good way...but i'm sure panodols will help and i'm preparing 24 tablets for it.
I've been looking at my frens blog and deres one common line i would see...dat is to score well for the upcoming A levels.Who doesn't want to score score well...but i oso seen cases of ppl who put in a certain amt of hard work but does not get the equal amt of success.I rmb writing an GP essay,qn..Hard work or talent?which is better?I took my stand towards the hard work side but deep down...i noe i dun agree and dun experience the same conclusion that i took for my stand.
I tink i shall just be realistic abt what i can achieve or not achieve...i'm not gg to set any targets for the A's for the higher your aim is...the greater the disappointment you will have.As my mum have always tell me...girl...just try your best!!!
I really pin all my hopes on my tutor to help me now...hope i can absorb watever she says from now till the A's.She's the only one i can rely on other than myself.
Going to meet up with jestyn and mabel tml for dinner...elton for movie on thurs(haha...he volunteered)....hope i can still have the mood to crap with them after checking of the papers in sch.
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9/24/2006
AHHHH...my whole body was aching when i woke up today...that goes to show how little i've exercised ever since we stopped pe in school.Woke up earlier today to wait for my tutor to come but she told me she having diarrhoea due to excess consumption of nasi lemak.Haiz...den i have nothin to do for the next two hours le.So i switched on the DVD player and watched one of the dvds that chewy lent me on sat.Chewy was rite..the "Movie Date" was a no brainer comedy show.I was luffing from the very beginning and i noe my maid was also watching it behind my back....to make it simple...she was eating snake la.Yea...most of the time i was rolling on the floor and laughing like mad...and after that...i had to ask her to help me up cuz i couldn't move at all...gosh...and now my buttocks hurt too...Wanted to watch ice age 2 too...but i din understand what was gg on and so i went to bed again after 5 mins.
I was so free such that i decided to try the nyjc 2004 phys prelim paper 1 and 2...crosses XXX all over.No time to ask my tutor tml cuz i've decided to spend the rest of the tym working on my chem.I wish that Jack was with me now.Mr tay?forget it...dun wan to end up being frustrated again.For the time being...i shall juz work on my chem first.
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9/23/2006
Brunch at swensens in the morning...it was close to lunch time but i was not very hungry.But i still force the food down my empty stomach.I still have to eat eventually.So i had a salmon and mushroom baked rice...the rest of em' had chicken baked rice.Jes ordered fish baked but samantha ate it by mistake...cuz of the waitress who told us it was chicken.Anw...sammy couldn't make out the difference btw chicken and fish.
I helped them save money and shimu said tt shifu will be very proud of me cus i did something useful w/o his guidance...hehe!!yea...so we ordered the ice cream which was on the hse cuz its sammy's b'day..3 scoops of ice-cream shared and we all left swensens with a full stomach but empty pockets.Total cost of 70 plus.
took some pics with chewys cam but too bad her com spoil...cannot upload..gonna do so in sch on tues.Den we proceeded to take neoprints...lots of commotion while taking and designing the pics...but we had one pic missing and green spots appeared instead.Went to buy jy's album at sembawang music store which cost me another 21 bucks.Shopped for pris and jes's belated belated b'day prez but only jes manage to grab a blouse at giordano. They wanted to get home early...so we ended the walk in j8 at 3 plus....argh...still so early...i haven step out of my hse ever since the day prelims ended and now i have to get home.But i've gt jy to accompany me thru'out the bus tr
ip home.
Lying in bed for less than half an hour and here comes chewys msg...askin me whether wan go play badminton at punggol cc...tgt with serene.wanted to take a short nap before gg to meet them at 6pm.So when i was abt to slp...comes Sheng En's sms...his msges always come at the wrg tym. Close my eyes for abt 10 min and times up...diao....
I ended up late and i met a new fren...serene's senior,grace.They booked the court for an hour only but since no one booked the other court...we played happily till 8.45pm...haha..friendly match durin the last 15 mins...i lost to grace and chewy lost to serene...emerging champion was grace...guess i was too tired to carry on...not trying to deny the fact tt i'm lousy but i really din take the game seriously...ended up 3-7...lol....took some pics and home sweet home.
PS.Mr tay was very well-informed of our whereabouts...but shld have let tricked him and ps him...haha
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9/21/2006
It was not untill 11pm when chewy msged me and told me tt our chem results was up on litespeed.Only paper 1 results as up on net...i got 18/40...third lowest in class...i knew it...an O or F is guaranteed...of course chewy and yu zhu scored much higher...but chewy muz be disappointed with her results too.When i saw the answer schemes for paper two and three...i estimated 33/??? for paper 3.
I called yu zhu to inform her about it.We chatted thru'out the nite from 11.19.19pm to exactly 3.00am when her hp batt went flat...such a coincident...at 3am sharp.For 3hr and 41 mins.It has been a long time ever since i chatted with my frens for hours...ever since sec 3...and even more surprisingly with yu zhu.The line got dc a few times whenever i switched from the phone base to the cordless phone and vice versa.The phone was buzzing away...i was not near the fan..i din noe why?it was terribly hot...and i couldn't get near the fan for it could make the buzzing worse.We chatted almost about everything..from the results...to mr and mrs tay... to mr loke...her sis blogs and sleeping behaviours...our family members...the royal family members...sam's bday prez...IMF...zoos and chewy...jun yang and foo...our frenz and teachers....silblings age gaps etcetera...dats all abt it as far as i could rmb.
ps.yu zhu..thanx for accompanying me thru'out the nite...at least i could go to bed w/o having to tink abt the chem results...cuz i was exhausted..hehe.
sat is gg to be samantha's b'day..royal family members and yu rong may be celebrating over lunch tml at either j8,bugis or orchard in the afternoon.Sam wanted to treat us to swensens earthquake and take neoprints...will put them up after that.Happy 18th b'day samantha.I will be buying jy's album on sat as well =)finally.
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